Recent question: "When am I going to be able to gain control of my life again, and why is it such a disorganized mess right now?"
More recent answer: Never because I'm trying to have control.
Refocus: God is the boss. I am called to praise him. He gives me life. I surrender.
My confidence: His name.
With this outlook, my life will fall back into its place: His hands... and whatever it looks like there is what it should look like for now.
There my soul finds comfort.